~nonam ~ ^VeLvEt TeArS^

hi .....

2005-08-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

hi everybody... im so sorry that i couldnt well feed my blog with posts......
have lots of things to handle......
sigh....
how i wish i would wish it all away.............
nvm bout dat... hmm.....
ok so time for interesting things dat happened so far.....
1.play dispatch of army
2.read harry potter
3.read the da vinci code
4.got a cool light saber.....
5.watch fantastic 4.....
6.watch charlie and the chocolate factory.....
7.got whacked up by my fren in c&c generals (hey i just started playin onli la.....)
8.whack everybody in the cc in cs.........
9.sleep
10.eat.......

dunno wat else lar.....
anw test is ova... yea........
but its onli the beginning......
from now its gerak gempur, trials.......
everything..... omg........
well good luck to everyone i must say........

=P

2005-07-22T16:46:00.000+08:00

well guess im finding it difficult to come on9 and update my blog... so im taking a vacation from blogging...... will be right back during august holidays

just anoder day in subang jaya..........

2005-07-11T19:44:00.000+08:00

back to school today......sigh..........
well today started of ok..........
i mean as usual i go and bertugas.............
den later at class we started off wif EST...... i really hate the EST.....
i dunno why... it's just like english........ exep it's marking scheme isn't like english...........
i hate it!!!.............
next was fizik.... well we did an experiment...... we all stared blindly into a light bulb (it was bright).........
den was modern mates... our teacher wen to the wrong class......... and we waved to her from the opposite block......
recess was next..... first time recess got nothin to eat..........
den i went to tugas again.........
hrm... later was sejarah.... well it was ok............. i like history........ not malaysian but wat the hey......
english probably one of my favoutrite subjects coz i don have to strain my brain to do it..........
den was BM........ now BM i kinda liked it..... but bcoz my bm is poor so u guessed it i hate it a little bit...........

later prefects have to go and take a video of ourselves saying goodbye to our school.... (it was so saddening........ awe im jus playin wif ya.....)
hmmmm....wat else le.......
got somebody came and whack my bag but unfortunately for her my bag was hard so she got her hand injured........
later i retaliated (in a kind and polite manner, got chased for that.......)

walked back home wif kev, and cva............

at home i watched mr and mrs smith...............
the movie was kinda boring........ and it had quite a confusing storyline.............

den after daydreaming for a while i den updated my blog =P

today .......

2005-07-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

well today is jus like every ordinary saturday......
whcih means......
i play all day long.........
la~la~la..... (severe brain injury due to long exposure to radiation from PC and TV...)
anw 2day started off wif me waking up at 9.30.....
den i eat breakfast dne i go to skool to fetch my bro from camp..........
den wen home and started playing la.....
den later we went out and bought dinner......
well thats technically it......

after enough sleep....

2005-07-08T00:02:00.000+08:00

well as the title says... i had my sleep and im ok now...... im realli sori if i had offended that somebody...... its just that i was cranky..... i jus wanted to say im very very sorry......

terrorist attacks in london... and.......

2005-07-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

well early dis morning london was hit by a series of explosions by terrorists...
a few people died and were injured....... well 7 subway stations were hit...... one of them, russells square.... was hit.... ive been to russells square last year.... man..... its now a few feet underground.......u want to know my opinion? its caused by (in my opinion) some people who may be unhappy bout the olympic bid..... who knows..... well pls don turn this to a politic talk otherwise they will ban my blog..... well bsides that 2 buses also got blown up..... well as of now.... so far there are 40 deaths and 300 hurt...... hopefully things get sorted out and everything those responsible are caught.....

anw today at school during kokurikulum time.... after i finish wif kadet polis... i head over to unlock my bike wen i realised...... that my bike cannot be unlocked...... wtf????? i was stuck there tryin to unlock my bike......... so i fed up and called my dad and he came.... then onli i realised my bike had a special lock overide system .... fortunately my bike is alright....... yea.... man now im thinkin of whether to lock my bike or no.......

today..... so cranky................

2005-07-06T21:17:00.000+08:00

waliao today i slept at 2 somethin in the morning after watching shaolin soccer yesterday..... next time i must remember not to sleep in the afternoon ever again....... den after that sometime durin the morning der..... my house alarm rang and i was liked wtf? stfu! den i started hiding my head under the pillow..... so loud somemore middle of the night u noe....... so sial... so i onli slept like 2-4 hours onli....... so tired...... den go to school i was feeling cranky..... but i tahan to show a good image of myself.... but den everybody started to do their routine "joke fiesta" in which everyone kena kutuk and laughed at.... by that time i wanted to punch everyone in the face coz i was very very very cranky....... and the slightest thing could tick me off.... den later hari told me dis.....

Hari: ei (someone) u noe someone said u (somethin somethin bad.....)
somebody: yea daniel rite?
Hari: wat the...? no la......
somebody: o... ok.......

so i was like wat the??????
i was thinkin like does that person think i am a bad person? waliao my perspective of that someone changed drastically.........
i began thinkin wat did i do that person as to think i am a bad person.........
after all i did......
i helped the person....... we chat, we talk, i never bully her/him...... sigh.......
i feel like i am an evil person...... and i also got mad at that fella for thinkin dat i am a bad person..... u noe la inadequate sleep can cause me to go crazy and cranky...........
anw im jus like dis for one day..........
2molo ill be fine and ok......
o... and i do not mean any offense to anybody...... sori =P
no harm done......
it's just that im cranky.....
VERY cranky.......

war of the worlds...... (spoiler warning...... u have ben warned.....)

2005-07-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

yea today i go watch war of the worlds wif myself, wee kiat, daryl, amir, and amanzaki....
anw bout the movie erm... well it was cool... the effects was absolutely top notch quality...... and it was kinda cool and at the same time sad to see we humans being turned to dust and manure for the aliens.... and the ending was totally anticlimatic... guess wat killed dos aliens? GERMS!!!!!
it was such a big letdown..... anw who am i to say dat.... im not the writter...... anw about the show.... well wat i heard mostly was dakota fannings screams....... trust me she screamed a lot.....
anw well guess that 's about it..... it was ok..... but the ending just killed the movie off... who would have thought the aliens do not have immunity towards the germs...... sigh...... anw dats one movie off my list hehe....

anw after the movie we play at the arcade for a while....
den later we go to cc and play....
haha so long never play cs.... karat a bit.......
well anw we play......
but i dam hate to play there....
theres dis one guy(Counter-Terrorist) sitting next to me and kept staring at my screen... i was terrorist... i tell u i felt like punching him in his face... somemore i never even looked at his screen... that blady idiot..... den behind me got a few oder people who are worse dan him..... first of all dey all spawn weapons on their own will..... imagine in the first round fighting wif handgun agaiinst dem who spawned an AWP..... stupid cheaters....... den bcoz i was at the middle der everyone saw my pc and started communicating to their own teammates reveling my position like "behind the box careful" or "flank grenades behind the box got one fella der" sigh..... it felt like everyone was against me.... anw my team also wen in wif me.... but most of the time dey get themselves killed... and see i top killer of the day man (still got my reputation) but lost to the cheaters who spawn weapon by 1 kill ....... see if he never spawn weapon i confirm whack him up wan...... he one on one wif me i use m4A1 vs his AWP i headshot him haha!! anw it was quite fun playing der... playing cs did show dat my lack of "killer instinct" was the reason i didnt really take advantage of some time in the game..... i have lost the killer form i had once.... anw i beat those guys flat haha!! see cheaters never win haha!!! o yea and also the cyber cafe's keyboard and mouse wasnt working well...... the mouse's left click button had some porblems...... the keyboard had some holes.... resulting in me being unable to jump and strafe as quickly as i normally can..... still nothing beats the specification i have in my own pc..... a nice optical mouse, a working smooth keyboard....... =P.

the bird's tale continuation......

2005-07-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

RIP: little bird from my roof.......

well i guess u noe wat happened to the bird.....
anw there are a few birds that just migrated to my roof again......
so well now were not gonna disturb it after the fiasco.....
but now i tink (tink onli) they are gone...

a bird's tale.....

2005-06-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

it all started wen i wen home. as son as i stepped in my house, my bro came to me and shouted to me "ders a bird's nest up in the roof between the roof tiles". so to my curiousity i wen up and saw a ladder leading up to my house's roof. so as i wen up i saw my dad trying to remove the bird's nest. seems that the bird has been making quite some noise up in the roof so my parents couldnt sleep well so he tried to remove de nest. however there was one more tale to go by. it seems that there was a small baby bird in the nest and it cant fly yet. so my dad put it in a plastic bag and brought it outside. outside i removed the bird from its bag and put it in the open hopefully it's parents will come and take it. so throughout the whole day i think i was jus waiting in my house while watching over the bird. later my bro on house of wax coz he wanted to watch it and den my bro wen out. wen he came back he said the bird was stuck in the drain. so i wen out and saw the bird. i then attempted to help the bird out from the drain. i finally managed to grab whole of the bird but got my right hand scratched for it. it was ok and we put it in a small shoe box. it den started to "tweet" for its parents (i tink). so we heard "tweet, tweet, tweet" the reason y i did not want to be near the poor bird wen it tweeted, was coz i was scared dat the birds might think i am bullying it or something and dey will come swarming after me. so soon the tweeted died down so i peeked outside. the bird just managed to jump out of the box. den it wen to take shelter behind some pots. den (i bliv) the bird managed to squeeeze out of the small hole in the fence. so i thought it was ok. a few minutes later i came back and de bird was gone i thought it's parents got it but den again wen i wen outside to check i noticed the bird had jumped of to the bigger drain outside my house. after a desperate attempt to rescue it i managed to get it out. but it was very injured. it's left part of the head was injured and bleeding. i took a cloth and tried to clean it up. i den tried to feed it wif some caterpillars but it doesnt seem to be able to do it itself. as time grew short i den wen and cleaned it's wounds. the bird was den weak, poor and defenseless and on the brink of death. as a last resort we had no choice but to leave it outside in order for one of it's kind to take care of it but none came. so now i was wondering wat to do. my parents said that the best way is to kill it to ease it's suffering. but none of us has the heart to do so. rite now the bird is still outside in my yard. we can onli pray and hope that its kind will take it back. or we will have to resort to some other things hopefully without killing it. however time is runnig out for the little guy(or girl). now der is a small silence outside of my house which was once filled with the wonderful bird's chirping wif glee.

hu asks first?

2005-06-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

ok so dis is one very very straight forward question...
should a guy confess to a girl or should a girl confess to a guy....? (of coz confess their love....)
in my opinion maybe girls should do it..... y?
so boys don have to worry bout dis hehehe.........

wer do u prefer to watch ur movies?

2005-06-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

ok so my mom bought some dvds home 2nite.......
so den later an idea came up to me....
ok so lets say u have a dvd for lets say........ batman and u havent watch it yet....
so i am a kind of person who really really really reallly really reallly like to watch movies.....
and i prefer to watch in the cinema.....
so im tempted to watch it........
so which is better watching in the cinema or dvd?????

San Antonio Spurs Champion!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

yea 81-74 at detroit home ground!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
san antonio kicked detroit in the rear yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally the balance in the western area is back..

NBA FINAL who will win???

2005-06-23T16:47:00.000+08:00

NBA FINAL~~~~~~~~~~~~~
San Antonio Spurs VS Detroit Pistons
who will win???
my opinion: SA will kill DP. SA roxxxxx

ahwm well dats jus my opinion... wats urs?

camp how was it

2005-06-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

ok camp time......
1.go to school
2.sit bus
3.watch mr.bean the movie on the bus
4.reach camp
5.makan
6.go to chalet ( my chalet is the furthest and highest chalet and got no water !!!!!!!!!) dam sial...
7.we go jungle trekking
8.makan
9.go chalet (huh....huh....huh.... so tired............. legs cant go on..... go on without me...... just go......)
10.we go to dewan.....
11.we play games.....
12.play jejak si buta
13.play entrapment
14.play build a rakit and get across or somethin like dat.....
15.play poison water
16.play spider web
17. we mandi at sungai yea!!!!!!!!!!!!
18. back to chalet oh no........
19. makan
20.go dewan
21. talk wif ms wong from sunway (means she gave a talk)
22. play games she organised
23.build a wheelbarrow well somethin like it....
24.build the stable and tall structure....
25. treasure hunt.......
26. treasure hunt over... the prize????? a crossword puzzle...... cannot finish cannot sleep... we failed to finish it......
27. sleep in the dewan...
28.woke up.....
29. sleep at the chalet (chalet again?????? noooooooooooooooooooooo..........)
30.woke up.......
31.stretching / jogging
32. makan
33. go dewan.
34. build items using nature......
35. makan
36. go chalet again (y must u torture me?????)
37. said good bye
38. go back home..

dats summary of it in a quick way hehe.....

2005-06-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

left and middle (pn.teo former students) on the right, every prefect who wen to Bentung remembers who he is... he is en.razak....

2005-06-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

The fasci (en.piere, and en.ahmad) and pn.cheah

2005-06-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

all getting ready to go back home....

2005-06-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

a vase....

2005-06-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

tali gantung dat brings a new to term to gantung sekolah, and a barang larangan detector...

2005-06-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

a 3 in 1 broom... ask rui siong to explain....

2005-06-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

durian handbag.....

2005-06-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

nature friendly bracelet....

2005-06-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... i remember it was somethin.... ops my bad... its just sticks...

2005-06-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

a 3 in one tongkat.... can practice tai chi, for shed, and use as tongkat to walk around...

2005-06-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

a tribal wedding ceremony if im not mistaken....

2005-06-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

the slipper i was talkin bout...

2005-06-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm. erm.. ok that is supposed to be a skirt but its not complete i tink... and den ders a hydro slipper wer u can walk on water without falling or somethin like dat..

2005-06-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

Xue Hieh and Kok Kuan explaining what their stuff can do...

2005-06-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

Xue Jieh model of the forest.... first to go up on stage...

2005-06-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

hmm well we have a vase, slipper that walks on water, necklace and etc....

2005-06-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

everybody gettin all their items ready..... all made from the wild....

2005-06-20T22:51:00.000+08:00

a model wearin a leave skirt i tink..... guarantee to woo guys...

2005-06-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

anoder short briefing... to dos who wen for the camp i noe dis pic is out of order...

2005-06-19T20:02:00.000+08:00

spot the difference.....

2005-06-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

the teachers who took thier time to come here...

2005-06-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

The fasci........ bear in mind... Pn. Teo isn't one of the fasci....

2005-06-19T19:57:00.000+08:00

everyone cracking their head to answer the crossword puzzle..... some le... well..... wen to get some sleep......

2005-06-19T19:56:00.000+08:00

everyone kumpul back after treasure hunt..... it was so dark outside....

2005-06-19T19:52:00.000+08:00

Everyone so tired.... but that did not stop anyone from having fun...

2005-06-19T19:50:00.000+08:00

Every group's straw structure...

2005-06-19T19:48:00.000+08:00

Everyone tryin to make an item using all the materials given....

2005-06-19T19:47:00.000+08:00

Ms. Wong a lecturer from Sunway University College ......

2005-06-19T19:41:00.000+08:00

night view of our neighbours... they have water supply we don...... sniff* sniff*.....

2005-06-19T19:40:00.000+08:00

my chalet team... shanggar, kevin, andrew, tsung wai, iqhbal, amirul and me (im the one taking the pic)

2005-06-19T19:38:00.001+08:00

those who can't wait to get into the water....

2005-06-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

weeee.... we all wen to play in the river.... it was a lot of fun...

2005-06-19T19:36:00.000+08:00

tea time .....everyone queing up.....

2005-06-19T19:35:00.000+08:00

entrapment part 2...

2005-06-19T19:34:00.000+08:00

if u look closely its erm... well its someone.... in "entrapment" wer everyone has to overcome obstacle courses...

2005-06-19T19:31:00.000+08:00

our 3rd attempt at it....

2005-06-19T19:30:00.001+08:00

more scenes from jejak si buta...

2005-06-19T19:30:00.000+08:00

our team on "Jejak Si Buta"...... wei ling the ketua for dis bahagian...

2005-06-19T19:29:00.000+08:00

everyone enjoying the air-con dewan.....

2005-06-19T19:28:00.000+08:00

upstairs of the chalet....

2005-06-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

a view of my chalet....

2005-06-19T18:15:00.000+08:00

now looks much better......

2005-06-19T18:14:00.000+08:00

Sarven and Marie.... although Sarven was blocking Adeline.... aiyo.....

2005-06-19T18:13:00.000+08:00

somebody calling/smsing someone jus after the jungle trekking....

2005-06-19T18:12:00.000+08:00

jungle trekking over.... everyone taking a break at the resort......

2005-06-19T18:11:00.001+08:00

getting ready to go off...

2005-06-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

a clearer pic of everyone having fun at the pit stop...

2005-06-19T18:10:00.000+08:00

jungle trekking pit stop 3: river... all of us main-main in the river.... fresh, clean and pure (not sure bout dat...)

2005-06-19T18:09:00.000+08:00

guess i got a pic of the dusun durian... everyone standing next to each other and away from the durain trees....

2005-06-19T18:07:00.000+08:00

2nd pit stop of jungle trekking.... nice scenery from the top....... behind me is a dusun durian.... although i dunno if i got take any pic or no coz i scared durian fall on me...

2005-06-19T18:06:00.000+08:00

Johan spotted somethin.... jungle trekking..... pit stop ..... seems onli Jason and Marie were the one paying attention to the camera.....

2005-06-19T18:03:00.001+08:00

jungle trekking part 2...

2005-06-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

1st activity: jungle trekking..... everyone treked through the jungle (well duh....)

2005-06-19T18:01:00.000+08:00

one of the staff from KRTC...

2005-06-19T18:00:00.000+08:00

everyone packed and stuffed their bags in thier chalet and so everyone gathered outside for briefing from the fasci...

2005-06-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

our entrance to the chalet..... very steep liao...

2005-06-19T17:58:00.000+08:00

makan time part 2....

2005-06-19T17:56:00.000+08:00

we arrive at kalumpang resort training centre..... makan time....

2005-06-19T17:55:00.000+08:00

havoc in the bus begins........ everyone stared at the tv screen watching mr. bean the movie.....

2005-06-19T17:49:00.000+08:00

aduhai....... wanted to take a pic of everyone goin to the bus but then suddenly....

2005-06-19T17:48:00.000+08:00

my team mates......

2005-06-19T17:47:00.000+08:00

our good friend Sarven (in blue) giving a briefing........

2005-06-19T17:46:00.000+08:00

camp friends..... just before the bus came.... just thought of taking a pic onli....

National service results....

2005-06-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

well so today everyone talked about national service....
everyone was like "hey dan u got go NS?".......
well so far...
i never got chosen...
i wanted to go........
well perhaps i am the only fella to think that NS is cool...
but i wasnt chosen...
so o well...
anw..
only a few people got chosen for the national service...
and their reaction was well.....
stephen: he wen to the library and came out looking angry and sad. he came out shouting wtf....
marie: she was so shocked to get NS and she kicked the floor. she den later got consoled by everyone saying that NS is a good thing. well guess she will be leaving her best friend adeline.
gavin: acted like its nothin
renata: havent sen her......
everyone else: some shouted "yeah im not goin", some said "awe man i want to go..."
well dat was it for today for NS....

National Service....

2005-06-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

http://www.khidmatnegara.gov.my/ns/semakanStatusPeserta.jsp?&exist=0&ic=881017435311

well check if ur goin for National Service.......
but i must warn u its very lagging.....

taylor's college....

2005-06-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

today well i went to school not noticing dat i was about to go to.....
taylor's college...
lol...
ok so it was like dis....
i was walkin to class wen suddenly wee kiat came and ask me if i wan to go to taylor's...
on the spot i said yes and before u noe it i am already on the bus....
on the way there....
i thought we were goin to taylor's college at SS15 der....
so wen de bus wen past that particular taylor's i thought the driver nyanyuk alredi...
see see we go to taylor's at leisure commercial centre or somethin like dat...
den we go and enjoy the campus der...
my first impression is ..
so big....
inside waliao like 5 star hotel...
den we listen to ceramah...
the ceramah...
not boring....
in fact it was ok...
well technically wat we did was we all went to tour on the campus dats all....
den wen we got back to school.....
everyone got back their test paper.....
everyone wished they were back at taylor's.....

much better...

2005-06-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

well as the title says im feeling much better.....
hmm... well lets see wat happened all dis while....
erm..
schools opened again.....
awe man....
well at least can chat and talk wif frens...
at class as usual.....
homework not yet finished =P
and also get back test papers.....
waliao i wished i had enjoyed my holidays with more intensity...
o crap!!!!!!!!
i forgotten to buy a manila card !!!!!!!!!!
ill be back to finish this blog post...
bye!!

quotable quotes

2005-06-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't make them all yourself. ~Usher~

Too many people spend money they haven't earned to buy things they don't want to impress the people they don't like. ~Will Smith~

i have enjoyed life a lot more by saying yes than by saying no. ~Richard Branson~

The only real prison is fear, and the only real freedom is freedom from fear. ~Aung San Sun Kyi~

No-one is a star; the only stars are up in the sky. ~ Farley Jackmaster Funk~

sorry for that short burst of mental breakdown or burst...

2005-06-11T01:07:00.000+08:00

as the title says ....
im so sorry for that short burst of mental breakdown.....
its my way of shouting it out.....
i cant shout it out.....
im tired rite now.....
im goin to sleep and hopefully ill snap out of it and come back to my senses.....
sorry.....

wat is my will to live?

2005-06-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

im feeling so sad!!!!!!!
im feeling so depressed!!!!!!!!
i just dunno y!!!!!!!!!
i just have like lost the will to live.........
but i wont commit suicide yet..... dont worry...
its just that i am lost in this game of life..
i dunno wer or who to turn to.......
this will be a mark that daniel has gone coo koo on the 10th june 2005..... may dis day haunt me for my remaining life as 2 remind me how stupid i was to do so and ac irrationally.....
i apologise for any inconvenience.....

(T.T)

feeling dunno wat....

2005-06-11T00:45:00.000+08:00

argh everything sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit everything!!!!!!!!!!!
everything pisses me off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dunno y !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dam it !!!!!!!!!!!
wat is wrong wif me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant take dis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!
i seriously dunno wats wrong wif me......
help me someone pls...........
well..
anw..
today started out ok........
den later i wen to hari's house for his bday party...
dunno y after coming back i felt an urge to shout out loud....
i felt like cursing and jus swearing....
after the party i felt that....
at home i shouted at my bro.........
i jus wen crazy at home.....
wats wrong wif me!!!!???
i dunno y......
maybe well coz i felt left out i guess..... i felt like well pissed off!!!!!!!
very pissed off during and after the party....
i mean
the party was well ok and fun and great....
but it just didnt felt wat i expected.....
i just like wen...
coo kooo...........
arrrrghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i didnt show it to everybody.......
i just kept it inside me........
maybe that is not so good....
maybe i should just shout it out!!!!
but i cant do it i just cant......
hopefully someone can guide me or console me......
welll im guessing no since im always lonely..
am i unsociable?? i have always been thinking bout that
everytime i see people talkin togeder, or goin out to catch a movie,
or goin to parties...
i dunno y...
is somethin wrong wif me????
pls tell me..
is it my looks or wat??
im so confused and sad rite now.....
if der is i hope someone will speak up and tell me....
den ill change for the better.....
but im guessing no one really bothers.....
to tell everyone the truth...
only hari noes how i feel...
i told him...
he noes...
im always a lonely guy...
at school u may see me like a happy go lucky person...
actualy im not....
its just that i just wan to be a friend people will loook up to...
i wan to be a friend that helps people...
i wan to be a friend that helps u in ur time of need.....
i wan to be a friend that is appreciated.....
this is my confession although people will look at me differently from now on...
i don't think it will matter....
since no one cares....
there are a few friends of mine who cares..... to those friends i would like to say thx a million....
u guys/gals have shed light on my dark and hollow life.....
argh crap..
there i go crapping bout myself....
told u guys i was crazy........

sunway lagoon......

2005-06-08T21:22:00.000+08:00

so today i wen to sunway lagoon.......
well all we did typically was well go to the dry and wet park...
in the dry park....
1.waited for nearly an hour for frens to arrive......
2.bought tickets...
3.rode that dinosaur thingy (i did not, no one to teman me go...).....
4.rode that cowboy shoe thingy...
5.kevin lost wallet...
6.kevin found wallet.....
7.rode that colorado thingy.......
8.sit that bison roller coaster ........
9.sit that niagara flume thingy.......
10.sit one big slide (no one teman me also, but i went)
11.sit dunno wat train ar.....
12. sit tomahawk 2 times probably the best ride there.....
13.go wetpark.....
14. we find spot to put our things...
15. we swim.....
16.we swam....
17.we swim again.....
18.we swam again.....
19.we change..
20.we makan at sunway pyramid....
21. i leave for home.....

god of war is done...

2005-06-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

i have finished god of war alrite............
its over.......
anw
i plan on changing this god of war story......
so it will be very very short..
but den again i guess no one really cares rite..
anw if u guys don like it...
tell me so ill stop k thx...

Kratos vs the Hydra......

2005-06-06T00:50:00.000+08:00

so there standing the hydra wif two of his underlings by its side.....
the sight was terryfying......
the crew members desperately try to fight for their lives....
but none survived.......
the captain the last man standing ran to hide onli to be swallowed by the hydra itself (not the underlings... i will try to get some screen shots so u guys/gals get the pic)
kratos stood there and watched dem all die....
kratos knew to stop it he had to settle the underlings first......
without hesitation kratos jumped to the side of the ship...
two big harpoons lay stuck on top.....
kratos knew wat to do.....
kratos drew his chainblades and grabbed hold of the first underling.......
he pulled it and slam the underling to the deck...
the underling was unconcious....
kratos den quickly climbed up to the first harpoon...
as he jumped on the harpoon.... it fell and pierced through the underling...
the underling was still alive but it could not move.......
kratos did the same thing wif the 2nd underling.........
so all that is left was the gigantic hydra head.....

gift from poseidon...

2005-06-06T00:38:00.000+08:00

as kratos scurried through the broken ship, he felt a sudden pressence of something not of this world...
soon after his curiousity was answered....
it was poseidon, god of the seas......
poseidon requested that the hydra be destroyed for it has terrorised his seas.....
but poseidon knew it wasnt enough for a mere mortal to destroy a beast as the hydra....
so he granted kratos the power of a god...
poseidon's rage (thats what the magic is called in the game) surrounds the user with electricity bolts to protect the user and at the same time to destroy those who seek to harm the user.....
so kratos continues on.... to face the hydra.......

god of war...... continuation............ the Hydra....

2005-06-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

Kratos wielded a lethal double chainblade known as the blade of chaos......
sharp enough to cut through anything....
long enough to reach anything......
after masacring the demons on board, he met a hydra underling.......
in greek mythology, the hydra is supposedly a big beast or serpent of the seas..
dey were known for bringing donw ships at that time.....
and it was blived that if u cut of it's head, it would grow into 2.....
and if u continue, it would continue to have a great number of heads.....
as the saying goes, two heads are better than one....
with no problem he dealt wif the beast and escaped unscath....
as he progress through......
on the way he found a door locked by the captain....
in there screams of women can be heard..
der was not much time keft to rescue dem.....
soon he met the hydra itself......
it's thunderous size was enormous......
its 3 heads gobbled up the ship crew members like ants....
kratos knew he was in for a tough fight.....

the story of god of war...... the beginning......

2005-06-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

my life is over......
everything is over........
i cant escape it.........
onli in death will i ever do.......

Kratos took a big leap on the top of a cliff......
plunging to his death.......

three weeks earlier....................................................................

Kratos was a mighty spartan warrior en route to Athens on one mission......
to destroy the god of war........ Ares...............

on the way, the ship met wif a disturbing hurricane.....
the ship was falling apart......
den demons appeared........
the slaughter begins as the demons without mercy slaughtered the crew members of the ship.....
Kratos came.......
he knew dis was the doing of Ares.......

2005-06-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

my cousins and aunt.... all of us watchin tv while having dinner...

2005-06-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

me eating mcdonald wif my mom, bro and cousins..... uh oh i blocked my cousin... o well let me find anoder pic....

2005-06-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

project snowblind ... a solid first person shooter game not bad.... very nice ...

2005-06-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

god of war rox.... dos who have a ps2 must have dis game... de no.1 game man....

2005-06-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

lego star wars hey u noe somethin... dis game is quite fun to play..... its funnyand fun try it.....

im back...

2005-06-04T21:15:00.000+08:00

yo......
long time never update blog.....
y?
bcoz i balik kampung...
well its at kubang kerian, kelantan..
i met my cousins...
some changed....
some stayed the same...
we got back togeder....
we erm.. how to say ar.... asked for blessing... yea dats rite...
erm... we shoped...
we visited looked around.....
it was ok.... but the ride OMG 8 hours... my leg cannot take the long ride......
nearly cannot walk i tell u...... ok la
heres the first post now i will add pictures hehe ....
c ya

funny poem thx shanggar..

2005-06-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

I wrote your name on sand it got washed. I wrote your name in air, it was blown away. Then... I wrote your name on my heart & I got Heart Attack. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* God saw me hungry, he created pizza. He saw me thirsty, he created Pepsi. He saw me in dark, he created light. He saw me without problems, he created YOU. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Twinkle Twinkle little star You should know what you are And once you know what you are Mental hospital is not so far. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The rain makes all things beautiful. The grass and flowers too. If rain makes all things beautiful why doesn't it rain on you? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Roses are red, Violets are blue monkeys like u should be kept in zoo. Don't feel so angry you will find me there too not in cage but laughing at you. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* When ur life is in darkness pray to God ask him to free u from darkness and if after you pray and you're still in darkness, please pay your ELECTRICITY BILL! *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Love is beautiful.....

2005-05-27T20:19:00.000+08:00

(dedicated to all the living things in the world)

Love is a strong feeling,
Love is a wonderful feeling,
It blooms only once,
And burns for a lifetime,
It's not about holding hands,
But it's about holding hearts.

You don't need a reason to love a person,
It's about a special feeling towards a person for all seasons,
No age should be a barrier,
No reason should be the factor,
For the loss of a feeling that will only take a short time,
But to gain it back takes a lifetime.

Love is something that should not be forced,
But comes when a path of faith's paved,
A life without love,
Is a world full of hate,
It is there in you,
And it is there in me,
With it a life becomes a whole.

When you're in love,
Your garden starts blooming with roses,
Your diary gets filled with memories,
It's a joyous moment that comes with a smile,
It even potrays the sweet side of an animal,
It lasts until death does them part.

~kunil, me, amanda, and kevin~